Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates? But I trust that ye shall know that we are not reprobates. 2 Corinthians 13:5-6

One of the things I love about partaking in Communion is it’s an opportunity for us to come to The Lord’s table and examine ourselves. Examine our hearts, our minds, our actions, our words, examine everything about our life and see are we walking worthy of The Lord or are we walking off the path. 

And it’s important, in my opinion for us to examine ourselves daily. Because as we battle against our flesh, it’s easy for us to get off the mark. The Apostle Paul says “Examine yourselves, whether you be in the faith” Whoa, can you imagine asking others at your Church this question? The Hyper Grace folks would be calling you a legalist, however this is what the Apostle Paul is asking us to do under the authority of the Holy Spirit

Are you truly in the faith? Meaning are you really saved? Are you really Born Again in Christ? These are good questions to ask ourselves, and if you say Yes, then does your life reflect the calling placed upon your life? Are you producing fruits of the Holy Spirit or are you producing fruits of the flesh? (Matthew 7, Galatians 5) The way you live your life, tells alot about your faith. If Jesus Christ is truly your Lord, then you will act like your his servant. 

As Paul says “Do you not know that Jesus Christ is in you?” If you claim to be a Christian, in the faith, then you have the Holy Spirit living inside of you. You can’t be a Christian without the Holy Spirit. Therefor if you are in the faith, then your life should see evidence of the Holy Spirit living through you. The reason the world can’t understand this, is because this is a supernatural process, you can’t be saved without the Holy Spirit

Notice what Paul says “If Christ is not in you, then you are reprobates/disqualified/unsaved”  As Jesus said “You must be Born Again” (John 3:3) Examine yourself, does your life reflect Jesus Christ living inside of you? If not then are you really in the faith? Amen

Did I make a gain of you by any of them whom I sent unto you? I desired Titus, and with him I sent a brother. Did Titus make a gain of you? walked we not in the same spirit? walked we not in the same steps? Again, think ye that we excuse ourselves unto you? we speak before God in Christ: but we do all things, dearly beloved, for your edifying.  2 Corinthians 12:17-19

The Apostle Paul asks a good question here “Did we not walk in the same Spirit?” Are we not led by the same Holy Spirit? Paul makes a great point here, we should all be led by the Spirit of God, so why are there so many divisions among the Church? Why are there so many conflicts and disagreements? Because we are not all being led by the same Spirit, some are being led by the flesh instead. 

It’s very sad when Paul and Titus have to justify themselves to the Church for all their work, they literally dedicated their lives to serving God and the Church, yet many in the Church treated them like thieves. This is not only carnal , this is Anti-Christ behavior. Notice what Paul says here “But we do all things, dearly beloved, for your edification” 

Everything Paul was doing was for the edification of the Church. Everything he was trying to do was for the benefit of their souls, yet they rejected him and treated him like a criminal. This is spiritual warfare, these people are being led by Satan and not the Holy Spirit. They are not walking in the same spirit, they are not walking in the same steps. They are in opposition of each other, flesh and the spirit, good and evil, Heaven and Hell

For I fear, lest, when I come, I shall not find you such as I would, and that I shall be found unto you such as ye would not: lest there be debates, envyings, wraths, strifes, backbitings, whisperings, swellings, tumults: And lest, when I come again, my God will humble me among you, and that I shall bewail many which have sinned already, and have not repented of the uncleanness and fornication and lasciviousness which they have committed. 2 Corinthians 12:20-21

What fruit do we see being produced here? We see the bad fruit produced by the flesh, we see envy, strife, backbiting, gossiping, jealousy, selfish ambitions. All these things from the flesh and not from the Holy Spirit. So are they walking in the same Spirit? No, Is your Church walking in the same Spirit? We need to be obedient and unified by the Holy Spirit

Notice a warning Paul says here “Many which have sinned already and have no repented” There was no sign of remorse or regeneration at this Church, therefor they are not walking in the same spirit, they are walking in the flesh. In order the Church to be unified we need to walk with the Holy Spirit, in obedience to Christ, and by the grace of our Heaven Father, Amen!

Behold, the third time I am ready to come to you; and I will not be burdensome to you: for I seek not yours, but you: for the children ought not to lay up for the parents, but the parents for the children. And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved. But be it so, I did not burden you: nevertheless, being crafty, I caught you with guile. 2 Corinthians 12:14-16

What is true love? This world loves to throw around the phrase “Love is Love” and this world today loves to label Christians as hateful, but what does it mean to Love? A good example is, if you see someone standing in the middle of the road, and they are about to be hit by a car, the loving thing is to warn them, right?

However by the world’s definition of Love, they would want you to not say anything and let the person get hit on the road. True love warns people when they are in danger. If we know someone is in danger, especially for the eternity of their soul, the loving thing to do is tell them about it! Regardless of what the world says, the loving thing is not to remain silent or allow someone to remain on a destructive path.

When you go to a medical doctor, you want them to tell you the truth about your current condition, right? If we went to the Dr. and he just told us everything we wanted to hear, and yet we had a terminal condition, not only would this not be loving, but it would be unethical. As a Christian, you know many people’s souls are in a critical condition and need Jesus Christ. To allow them to die in their sins is not loving and your disobeying The Lord’s commandment of the Great Commision (Matthew 28:19)

Diving into our scriptures for today, the Apostle Paul is coming back for another visit with the Church, and he loves the Church as a Parent loves a child. This is the love God has for you also, as a parent/child relationship, Paul is greatly concerned for the souls of his flock as he would be for his own children. As a parent, we continually helped steer our kids to make good decisions, this should be the same for the Church. True love cares about the souls of others, not their opinions of you

Notice what Paul says here “though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved” The more Paul looked out for the Church, the more they hated him, even though everything Paul was doing was for the benefit of their soul. People’s rebellious hearts make them push you away the more you try to help them. This is what Paul faced with the Church of Corinth. 

To love someone truly , especially in today’s world, is not easy.The ideas of what the world calls love is false, the world isn’t promoting love, its promoting the self destruction of your soul.  But as the Apostle Paul taught us, Love is patient, kind, not jealous or proud, it doesn’t keep a record of wrongs,  its not self seeking, its not easily angered, its not to dishonor others, most importantly Love doesn’t delight in evil but rejoices in truth, Amen! (1 Cor. 13)

I am become a fool in glorying; ye have compelled me: for I ought to have been commended of you: for in nothing am I behind the very chiefest apostles, though I be nothing. Truly the signs of an apostle were wrought among you in all patience, in signs, and wonders, and mighty deeds. For what is it wherein ye were inferior to other churches, except it be that I myself was not burdensome to you? forgive me this wrong. 2 Corinthians 12:11-13

The previous devotional we looked at Pauls statements about the “thorn in the flesh” and a “messenger of Satan” tormented Paul. Sister Bailey started a great conversation about what is the “messenger of Satan” . And as I ponder these scriptures, Pauls next statements here actually make more sense to me. I believe Paul is referring to “False Apostles” as the Messengers of Satan

Paul makes the statement here “Truly the signs of an apostle were accomplished among you” In the previous Chapter Paul talked alot about false apostles, and then Paul shared his vision/experience of the 3rd Heaven. He didn’t want people to misunderstand his intention of sharing that vision. His purpose was not to glorify himself, like false apostles do, but to glorify God and give us hope for the future. Paul also lists qualities that he possesses and accomplished to qualify him as a real Apostle. 

Now as brother Damon pointed out, there were many “Judaizers’ ‘ attacking the Church during this time, sadly there are still alot of Judaizers within the Church today. But these groups not only blatantly attacked and tried to discredit Paul on a daily basis, but many were planting themselves within the Church to persuade others.

Can’t we relate to this today? There are many false Christians, false Pastors, false teachers within the Church that are trying to mislead people on a daily basis. If we preach the Word of God, they call us hateful, sexist, homophobic, some get thrown into prison, persecuted. Who is the driving force behind all this? Of course its Satan waging war on the Church

Now Satan influences people in many ways, music, movies, news, religion, ect. We see blasphemy spoken from all corners of the Earth, does that bother you? It should greatly disturb you, and this bothered Paul so much on a daily basis that he was tormented with these messengers of Satan. 

With great humility, the Apostle Paul asked the Church to forgive him, why? Because they had to financially support him. This is sad that Paul needs to feel like a burden to the Church because God has put a calling upon his life, don’t allow your Church to do this to your Pastor

There are many false apostles out there today, many messengers of Satan, know the truth by knowing your Bible, lean on the Holy Spirit, pray without ceasing, and Jesus Christ is the Truth, Amen!. 

And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong. 2 Corinthians 12:7-10

When we think about the Apostle Paul and all he had experienced and accomplished, He is a Biblical superstar in a sense. He wrote over half the New Testament , he personally met The Lord face to face on the Road to Damascus, He worked with the original Apostles. So with all that said, God has a way of keeping us humble, and that’s exactly what he did to Paul

A few lines back we remember, Paul was teaching us about his vision or experience of going to the “3rd Heaven” or Paradise. This is enough to make any of our egos get puffed up. Think about how many books and movies have been written about people claiming to have gone to Heaven or Hell. So it would be perfectly understandable for this experience to puff up Paul. So Gods solution is known as the “Thorn in the flesh”

God allowed Satan to torment Paul with a “Thorn in the Flesh” Now there has been much speculation about what that thorn was, a disability or illness perhaps, but it was something that disabled Pauls life and made it difficult to live day to day. Maybe we can all relate to this, alot of us have “thorns in the flesh” and while it’s a struggle for our flesh, they can be a blessing for our souls, because they keep us humble and reliant upon God

Paul pleaded with The Lord three times to take away this “ thorn in the flesh” however Christ’s response is “my grace is sufficient enough”. Jesus wants us to lean upon Him for everything, this is a difficult lesson for many of us. As we want to fix our own problems or take control, however Christ is saying Be yoked together with me! (Matthew 11) The grace of God is sufficient enough for all our problems in life! Amen!

It is not expedient for me doubtless to glory. I will come to visions and revelations of the Lord. I knew a man in Christ above fourteen years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell; or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) such an one caught up to the third heaven. And I knew such a man, (whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) How that he was caught up into paradise, and heard unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for a man to utter. Of such an one will I glory: yet of myself I will not glory, but in mine infirmities. 2 Corinthians 12:1-5

These are some of the most interesting writings from the Apostle Paul. He speaks of a man who was taken up to the third Heaven, also known as Paradise, however its clear that he is speaking of himself, and just doesn’t want to brag about it. For those people who believe in “soul sleep” , the idea we don’t have a soul and just a body, Paul experience totally destroys their doctrine

Paul is describing what appears to be an “outer body experience” , He wasn’t fully sure if he was just having a vision or was physically taken, but he knew he was outside his physical body. If you have ever read people stories of “Near Death Experiences” this is very similar, so this just gives us a little glimpse into the afterlife by inspiration of the Holy Spirit

Paul describes the place as Paradise, and heard things that were forbidden for people alive to hear them. So this place where Paul was taken has to be so awesome beyond our comprehension that it can’t even be revealed to us. But it should give you peace and hope there is a Paradise and you will go there immediately after death

For though I would desire to glory, I shall not be a fool; for I will say the truth: but now I forbear, lest any man should think of me above that which he seeth me to be, or that he heareth of me.  2 Corinthians 12:6

Now again its obvious Paul is speaking of himself, however in order so he doesn’t get glory or be built up as some great prophet, he decides not to reveal this experience as his own. Now if Paul was just looking for self glory, he would have been bragging about his experience, but his goal is to glorify Christ and not himself

So while we struggle today living in this fallen world, have hope knowing that Paradise is just a breath away literally, and it’s all because our great God and Savior Jesus Christ reconciled us back to the Father and sent us the Holy Spirit to live inside of us, Amen!